refreshed?

hey Lord,
today marks the start of my patho. i am gonna do my best to study my hardest n i need ur empowerment to do just that. time is flying past.. many things left to be done and 2 jan fast approaching.
skipped polyclinics today. it is a waste of time. tampines is very far. will explain myself tmr.

thanks for the unexpected. you opened me up. couldnt have done that after all the hurt and dissatisfaction. but, YOU ARE SOVEREIGN. and i know that =)

this is gonna be one of the most faith-stretching times in my life.

motivate me. avolition, be gone!

i pray you'll grant me ur wisdom to lead this team and be able to care for their spiritual needs and take them thru this experience in the way you would have me.

i love them so much. You know how my heart just longs to bring them closer together. to assist them in whatever area possible so that they might work hard on their relationship w You-the only thing that lasts till eternity.

i want to ensure that i discipline myself to walk closely w You too.

speak to me Lord. allow me to be sensitive to ur voice. and empower me to work in ur strength to act upon all you've revealed to me. All for the extension of ur kingdom.

All glory be to God.
Soli Deo Gloria.

healed.. with tired eyes

the past 8 hours have been an agony.

Lord,
i re-considering my many decisions for the coming year. even those for the next month.
if i stick to these decisions.. i know that the days of disappointment, misunderstanding, 'torture', inadequacy are back to haunt once again.
well well, of course You are always in control. how You manage even to use the wrongdoings of man to accomplish Your ultimate purpose n will simply tell much abt Your Sovereignty.
If even the grass of the fields and the birds of the air are well taken care of, much more me, Your creation, created in Your image. therefore, i'm to not worry.
the month of dec holds many challenges.
deep within, my desires will surely rage.
show me, teach me, guide me.
and i will take my stand to OBEY.
simply to TRUST n OBEY.
empower me for You work each day.
i love You Lord.
may my love be not merely cheap talk, but rather, may this love pay the price all in faith, hope n love.